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Nov. 13th, 2005 @ 12:40 am BOREDDDD
okey doke.... i haven't written in this thing in like a year... probably because nothing exciting ever happens... i should b studying... too bad i'm just sitting here listening to music... slightly irritated at my bf.... o well... i hope everyone's studying's going well... cuz mine's not going at all...
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May. 26th, 2005 @ 11:03 pm (no subject)
i can't sleep........ i worry about nothing... nothing at all
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Feb. 28th, 2005 @ 09:13 pm (no subject)
i haven't studied... i'm tired... just soo fucking tired.... i don't want to try... i need for the week to b over.... so much to think about... but like my usual self i dont deal with problems... i don't deal with anything.... i probably never will.... and one day i'll grow up wen it's too late.... wen i've already fucked everything over.... if i don't understand... how can i expect anyone else to understand...
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Feb. 21st, 2005 @ 09:15 pm (no subject)
hmmm this weekend was alright... i was sick for most of it... but i got to c some of my favorite ppl... so that was nice... as always.... i love my friends... all of u... yea, but i also spent a good portion of the weekend sleeping.... today i enjoyed the rain.. then saw a movie with a friend and then had dinner... hahah now i should b studying... hmmm we'll c
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Feb. 18th, 2005 @ 08:52 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: regretful...
Current Music: omarion - o
things lately have just been not ok..... i don't like dealing with everything... so i've been dealing with nothing.... i just need some time to forget everything... cuz right now... the way things r going... it's just not cuttin it.... i just want EVERYTHING to start over... but then if i could do that... then there would b no point to life... cuz we'd all just b starting everything over....
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Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 09:32 pm (no subject)
Take the quiz: "Which Spice Girl Are You?"

Scary Spice (Mel B)
Youre most like scary spice. youre outgoing, wild, and some people find you intimidating. you like to party hard and no one can tell you wat to do. you live life by your rules and no one elses!
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Feb. 1st, 2005 @ 06:48 pm (no subject)
and my life continues to suck.... this year.... wow... it's akward.... some things r wonderful... and somethings just suck some hairy ass... lol i thought u all might enjoy that last bit... it was definitely uncalled for...
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Jan. 26th, 2005 @ 06:27 pm (no subject)
i don't know why certain things bother me.... but they do... and i try... i try really hard to keep them from annoying me... things r just really akward right now... i'm trying not to hurt someone, but i can't really figure out how to b honest without doing that.... things r just wierd........ and i like someone.... but that's not really wut i need right now... it's not really wut i want... but then again... when do i ever know wut the hell i want... i just want someone else to come in and change everything for me... make it better.....
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Jan. 22nd, 2005 @ 03:57 pm (no subject)
master p was sayin UHHHH
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Jan. 9th, 2005 @ 06:38 pm (no subject)
fat albert... lol don't go c it... it's bad... but i brandon and i laughed at it anyways... lol but then again... i laugh at like everything... lol so yea... right now i should b doing hw... it's raining... but i'm on livejournal... lol wasting away my life...
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Jan. 8th, 2005 @ 05:06 pm (no subject)
had a game today... we played very well... umm yea guarding big huge mama girl was out of control... me:5'4... her:6'2.... yes... quite the experience... lol yep yep... i'm tired... hopefully i don't fall asleep in the movie tonight.... i'll try not to... peace out my loves...
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Jan. 5th, 2005 @ 07:20 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: john legend - ordinary people
certain ppl never cease to piss me off... and then there are some of you who never cease to make me smile... so it's like a win lose situation... u have the good ppl in ur life... that show u exactly why u wake up every morning, but then the others r still there reminding u why u wish u were back asleep...

today was boring... things just rn't right anymore...
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Jan. 4th, 2005 @ 09:16 pm NEW SCREEN NAME!!!
Ndizzle the OG .... lol ADD IT!!!
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Jan. 4th, 2005 @ 08:24 pm (no subject)
eewww.... i hate school.... today was too long... and not good.... but then again... wut else is new....
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Jan. 2nd, 2005 @ 10:13 am (no subject)
new years eve, i went over to a friends... chillin with old friends is always good... i've missed them... lol it was like a reunion... hahahah so yea, watched movies, drank, lol got tired at like 11... tried really hard to stay up... ended up goin to sleep at like 2.... then woke up at like 8 in the morning... lol great we're losers.... hahah hung around... then i dropped one of my friends off at home... i went home... then chilled with two guys from hamilton... lol... then i like hit someone's car wen i was backing up... i didn't do any damage to it so i like kept going... lol.... umm then i think i left my car door unlocked because this morning someone had taken shit.. and the door was like open.... lol yea... it's really unfortunate wen shit like that goes down.... nothing important was gone tho... just some change i had in the car for parkin and shit..... so yea, break is almost over... we're all goin back to that shit hole we call school...

i hope everyone's break was amazing!!
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Dec. 31st, 2004 @ 11:41 am HAPPY NEW YEARS PEOPLE!!!
alright, well i'm ready to start over for the new years.... i'm ready for change... new good things to come into my life... lol so while i'm waiting like a dumb ass, everyone go out and continue to live ur lives... lol no i'm just playin, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! i wish you all the best!!!!

new years resolution:
to stop making a big deal of stupid things and to not get mad... to pick the things that really matter... and to just let go.... oh and to spend more time with all my friends that i've been trying to hang out with.... i'm the reason i loose old friends... cuz i never call anyone and i always am busy... but now i'm makin time... cuz you all r too important for me to lose...
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Dec. 30th, 2004 @ 07:40 pm it's all good in my hood!!
o wow, today.... was good... i'm good...
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Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 09:14 pm i'm holding on to something that isn't there....
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: best of me(remix)- mya and jay-z
hmm today was ok i guess... i left mary's around 12... then at like 2 i went to brandon's... chilled there for a bit... came home... spent time con mi familia... then went online cuz i have nothing else to do with my life... great... lol so now i'm listenin to music waiting until it's around like 11 so that i can go to bed without feeling like a loser... lol
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Dec. 28th, 2004 @ 11:26 am people were made to disappoint
ahh!!!! i'm so frustrated.... how did i know that this would happen..... maybe because it's like this EVERYTIME we make plans.... oh maybe that's why....


oh and so i stop lying to myself.... I AM SENSITIVE... i do care about things.... and i'm not as mean to people as it seems.... i'm actually a very emotional person.... i maybe cover it up by being mean or snippy.... but things hurt me.... i'm not a wall... and i can't keep acting like something i'm not.... i'm not tough or a bitch.... it's just not working for me.... and there are plenty of things i want to tell ppl... maybe someone in particular... but i can't because i can't bring it up.... i never have a good opportunity... and i'm afraid of the reaction.....

so fuck everything..... i've got so much to do....so many ppl to c... but i'd cancel it all for u...

and no, u don't know who i'm talking about if anyone's sitting there trying to figure it out....
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Dec. 24th, 2004 @ 06:16 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: jolly
Current Music: mariah carey... all i want for christmas!!!!
baby all i want for christmas is you!

Merry Christmas everyone!!!!

i'm not feeling it as much as usually do... but no one can b upset wen ur with family... it's the most loving time of the year... so on that note... i love you all... everyone for different reasons... you all bring different things into my life... and love each and everyone of you for that.... so have yourself a merry little christmas...
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